Category: Society

Beyond the Ache

On By hotcrassaIn English, English Song, poetryLeave a comment

Absorb the pain, move ahead,
Life is not to have a complain.
My dream is to be in your arms,
But I know it is not my aims.

Desires arise, like morning mist,
Only to vanish when sunbeams twist.
What we long for isn’t always ours,
Yet longing teaches — shapes, empowers.

The heart may ache, the soul may yearn,
But wisdom lies in what we learn.
Not all paths are meant to meet,
Some pass by, serene and sweet.

To want is human, to release — divine,
Not every loss is a fault or sign.
In letting go, we find the key,
To who we are, and who we’ll be.

Pain is a mirror the self must face,
To shed illusion, to find grace.
So I walk on, with quieter breath,
Embracing change, unafraid of death.

For life is more than wish or gain,
It’s being whole — through joy and pain.

RSD

सत्ता बाँट रही हमको

On By hotcrassaIn Cast, Freedom, India, Indian History, Indian Politics, SocietyLeave a comment

कितने लहू बहाकर हम लाये थे आज़ादी
सत्ता बाँट रही हमको, जनता भूल रही हैं कुर्बानी।

अरे सबने खाई थी गोली, मिलकर सबने खाई थी लाठी
सत्ता फिर क्यों पूछ रही है हमसे अब हमारी जाति।
सत्ता बाँट रही है हमको, अब पूछ-पूछ के जाति।

गांधी -नेहरू तो जेल में थे हम सड़कों पे खा रहे थे लाठी
सह रहे थे घात-साजिश, मांग रहे थे हक़-रोटी।
सत्ता बाँट रही है हमको, अब पूछ-पूछ के जाति।

ना होते हाँ जयप्रकाश, तो कब की खुल जाती ये धोती
संविधान के पन्नों की फिर हो गयी होती होली।
सत्ता बाँट रही है हमको, अब पूछ-पूछ के जाति।

लड़े थे बिरसा लिए हाथों में अपने हाँ कुल्हाड़ी
फिर गांधी-नेहरू को ताज मिला, मिली हमें क्यों गुमनामी।
सत्ता बाँट रही है हमको, अब पूछ-पूछ के जाति।

राजेंद्र बाबू ने खाई थी लाठी, चंद्रशेखर ने गोली
गिरे थे लाला-लाजपत राय, तब कहाँ थी अहिंषक-टोली?
सत्ता बाँट रही है हमको, अब पूछ-पूछ के जाति।

पहले उनको अलग बता के बाँट गए जो थाली
अब कहते हैं नहीं मिलेगी खाने को भी दो रोटी।
सत्ता बाँट रही है हमको, अब पूछ-पूछ के जाति।

हमारा कोयला सबको बांटा, पूरब-पश्चिम, उत्तर -दक्षिण
फिर क्यों बिहारी को मिलती है हर जगह हाँ गाली।
सत्ता बाँट रही है हमको, अब पूछ-पूछ के जाति।

कितने लहू बहाकर हम लाये थे आज़ादी
सत्ता बाँट रही हमको, जनता भूल रही हैं कुर्बानी।

RSD

Falling for Her Rise

On By hotcrassaIn English, English Song, Love, Poem, poetryLeave a comment

She likes to rise,
But I like to fall—
Fall into the depths of her lap,
For her bosom, soft as night, cradles me whole.
She rises with strength, defiant and proud,
While I surrender, weightless, to her embrace,
Drawn to the quiet, the calm, the tender unknown.

Where she soars to conquer the skies,
I drift below, into her tides—
Not in defeat, but in reverence,
For the ocean of her being calls me home.
She rises with fire; I fall with grace,
Together, we dance in our perfect space.

For in falling, I do not lose—
I find the diamonds at the meeting of her thighs,
The treasures of love, of touch, of truth.
She rises, and I fall,
Two forces in motion,
Bound to the rhythm of one endless ocean.

RSD

Sailor in the black ocean

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I am the sailor in the black ocean,
Unexplored, vast, shrouded in motion.
No map to guide, no stars to steer,
Only whispers of the unknown,
Full of desire, drawing me near.

The secret beneath the rippling water is untold,
Unexplored, for its depth comes cloaked in darkness,
Without a moon to cast its light.
I drift on waves that hum and sigh,
Hinting at treasures buried deep inside.

Without a compass or a guiding light,
The black ocean in the dark of night
Offers everything I may never find.
Its vast silences speak to my soul,
Turning each ride into something whole.

What lies below? Gems of light,
Diamonds that glow in eternal night?
A soul untouched, a mirror of me,
The darker it is, the purer it seems,
Its magnetism guiding my wandering dreams.

The ocean, unadorned, does not attract the world—
It is black, unseen, overlooked.
Yet in its depths,
A glimmer of hope and love binds me.
I got diamonds at the meeting of my thighs,
And I dance.

Its every wave destroys despair,
Every moment shared reveals its beauty.
Each drop of water, a gift to my soul,
Each ripple making me whole.

I am the sailor, the seeker, the dreamer,
The weaver of silence, the bearer of gleam.
The black ocean is no ordinary sea—
I’ll sail till my final breath.
Here, my masculine courage meets
The pure embrace of feminine energy.

Dedicated to Maya Angelou. I took the line “I got diamonds at the meeting of my thighs” from her poem “I rise”.

RSD

Apical Truth

On By hotcrassaIn English, English Song, NatureLeave a comment

A tree grows for growth,
Not to judge the coo of a cuckoo or a crow.
Even when scarred by the axe’s blade,
In its tender youth,
It reaches skyward, undeterred,
Focusing on apical truth.

A tree grows for growth,
Not merely for a sprawling spread.
Its roots dig deep into the earth’s embrace,
While its arms stretch wide,
In quiet grace.

No matter the wounds it bears,
Each ring tells stories of strength and care.
For growth is its purpose, steady and true,
A timeless lesson for me and you.

RSD

Perfect Night

On By hotcrassaIn English, English Song, Marriage, NightLeave a comment

Night is not just for dreams,
Let’s light up life with gleams.
We’ll tidy the house, set it right,
And savor the beauty of the night.

Then plunge into waters so serene,
Sip on rum with a dash of gin.
Laughter will echo, joy will beam,
As stars join in the flowing stream.

We’ll fold our clothes, neat and fine,
And dive into stories that intertwine—
Tales from a book, old yet new,
Weaving magic for me and you.

So let the night be more than rest,
A time for living, at our best.
With love, with laughter, and shared delight,
Let’s make this our perfect night.

RSD

She Loves to Measure

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She loves to measure width and height,
But she’s afraid to calculate the area right.
She wants to be held in perfect arms,
But fears losing herself, her figure, her charms.

RSD

Little Woman in My Arms

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A little woman in my arms,
Feels like I’m drifting among the stars.
I left rice on the stove, burnt to charcoal,
While I was busy filling her glass, heart and soul.

The door was unlocked,
And the wind was knocking on the window.
She wanted someone to break through the walls,
To let her be free, to feel the world call.

RSD

The House That Made Me Whole

On By hotcrassaIn English, English Song, house, Opinions, SocietyLeave a comment

When I lived on rent,
Nights blurred in bars, clubs, meetups,
Spending money on women,
Killing time, wooing with empty pockets.

Chasing dreams of settling down,
Each one asked for a house, bank balance,
A car, investments—
Things I didn’t have.

Rejected, dejected, cast aside,
Until the day I claimed my own space.
No more drinking, no more fleeting dates,
Just me, embracing my sanctuary.

I spend my days
Decorating these four walls,
Sliding across the floor as I mop,
Roaming freely, bare and unguarded.

Hours drift by in the bath,
Coffee in hand, I rest on the bed,
On the floor, wrapped in my own peace.
No time for old pursuits,
This is the life I hadn’t known I craved.

The emptiness filled itself,
No longer haunted by what I thought I lacked.
A girl may not complete your life
Without the trappings of success—
But a home can complete your life,
Without anyone else at all.

The beauty of a house,
Surpasses and outlasts
The fleeting charm of any other.

RSD

You and I

On By hotcrassaIn English, English Song, LoveLeave a comment

You and I
Like earth and sky,
So vast the distance,
Yet we never hide.

RSD